tenohtwo
Fixxated
Registered: Mar 2003
Location: Phoenix, AZ
Posts: 819 |
Shy, yet outgoing..when the moment is right I suppose. More personable now than in my younger days. Comes with age, I suppose. I'm 34.
I love music possibly more than life itself, if that's possible. Life makes it possible to like music, so I'd better start at the top, eh? The Fixx, Depeche Mode, The Cure, New Order, Chameleons..is this not Paradise already?
I LOVE women. Ok, that may sound creepy, but it's really not. I really do love women, in every possibly way, and was raised to treat women, well, the way anyone should be treated really. I'm passionate about relationships and falling in love, and all the fun things that happen inbetween days  , but I'm a real sucker for heartache, somehow, as I've learned over the years. I've had good years, and bad (mostly good)..I guess I've just experienced life like many others. I don't know that I believe in meeting 'the one', because, on a scientific level, that seems impossible, but on an emotional level, well, I guess I'll just know when it happens.
Speaking of women, I love (as a friend, don't want to spook anyone here) Bash, Pippi, Allicat, Fluxus (oh, Fluxus, your musical tastes rival stars falling from the sky!), really any female Fixxture that I've met at a show, even if it was just for a moment. Ok, seriously, every Fixxture I've met has been the coolest. This is a great community, and I've enjoyed being a part of it for, what, 7-8 years (my post count says otherwise). Oh, and preciousstone, who could not love that beautiful smile? Lovely, all of you ladies. If I left anyone out, you're lovely too.
Ok, now that the creepy lovefest is out of the way (!), I guess it goes w/o saying that I'm a passionate guy who takes pride in everything I do, whether it's my job, my family, my friends, my hobbies, my tiny car, The One I Love, whatever. I have a zest for life that is unrivaled, well, as far as I know anyways. I like to make people laugh, but am not the annoying tool who needs to be the center of attention. I use cynicism and wit to generate laughs. When that doesn't happen, I just tell a stupid joke! Apparently I have a bad habit of quoting EVERY movie ever. Does that mean I don't have an original bone in my body? Maybe. Or I just like quirky 80's comedies. We'll let history decide.
I play music. I write songs, Industrial and dark, but mainly in an observatory fashion. I wouldn't say I'm a 'dark' person, or goth or whatever. It's probably the music I listen to that dictates my direction, but when I make music, it's dancy, dark, synthetic, and moody. It's weird, The Fixx are my absolute #1 - you'd think that's what I want to write. Instead, it's Skinny Puppy, Ministry, Front 242 - everything full of bile, spit, acid, garbage, music NOT for the masses. I aim to please an audience of one - me. Though my friends say I write good stuff. Cool, that'll work. I love my friends, by the way. I wouldn't change anything about the people in my life.
I have goals, and I have dreams, but I try not to simply make plans. I do when I can, and what I can, and try to have fun in the process. Throughout all the years of education and knowledge, I honestly don't know what lies ahead after I'm gone, but I hope it's something else. So, in the meantime, I'm just going to absorb this trivial existence on Earth, and make the most of everything. Even if it means cleaning my ears with a Q-tip every day.
Whatever it takes to keep enjoying the ride. Love you all, Fixxtures.
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11-01-2005 12:15 AM
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